Death and Redemption
As I walked into the fellowship hall of the First United Methodist Church this evening, nothing had really changed. The tables were set up. Supplies were on the counter. Oh, yes, the walls that once enclosed the two classrooms and the CDO office were gone. But, they were gone last week. Nothing new.
Oh, but something had changed. Something big had changed. As I looked around and saw the sleep mats in the cubbies, the numbers to 100 on the walls, the diapers and wipes for the little ones, my heart was filled with sadness. There will be no more CDO in this beloved building. I began to weep inside when I realized that no more would the children and parents come into this building in the same way: with great anticipation of what learning would take place on this day. No more squeals and laughter that only 25+ children can make. I think the old building will miss these wonderful times.
Time was cut short for CDO. Things have happened that just don't allow us to continue in this building. So, now, what do we do? We can smile or cry over the memories. We can be angry or happy that we are moving on. It is up to each of us how we deal with our grief. I have only known this church building for five months. I can only imagine the grief that will be felt by those who were literally raised in this building. The memories that have been forever embedded into the walls. The weddings, the baptisms, the funerals, the first day of "school" - all milestones for so many.
You know, Jesus' time was cut short. Or was it? The saying, "Things happen for a reason" seems to fit here. We definitely don't always understand those reasons - especially if we are right in the middle of "things." I'm pretty confident that even though Jesus was more than willing to follow his Father's will, he didn't really know his life would end at 33. But, the Loving and Gracious God saw reason to end it at that time to redeem the world. And, Jesus did raise from the dead only three days later to be the Savior to all.
I look at this time that CDO is "dead" as a time that is actually redeeming. It is a time to evaluate our mission to serve children. How can we do it even better? How can we be even more of a Christian influence in our community? Take the time to deal with that grief so that in just a few short weeks, when the new building opens, new life will radiate from it. The First United Methodist Church Children's Day Out will come alive again.
Rev. Kristi D. Lounsbury
1/31/09

